I believe in god but not in religion.
……Yep….. BAM!!! A little peek inside of my head(:
Heyyy Tumblr(: So, I still have yet to encounter a crazy adventure that has come my way. The other day i asked my mom if she could send me to a boy/girl boarding school and she said if i had asked her a year ago that the answer would have been a yes but i have a year of school left and it’s just a little to late, FML:/ haha. I am perfectly fine with moving to a new place, like out of Georgia and meeting all new people and just starting a whole new life, I REALLY REALLY REALLY want toooo!!!! Soooo badd!!! Ahh, until i actually have a job and make money i cannot do that. I think im going to go insane. I need something new, im so bored with my life right now. Over the summer i had soo much fun even though i was stuck here. I found ways to entertain myself. But now, school is almost over and i have all new friends and stuff and im just not loving the idea of staying here. My best friend and I over the summer got into soo many shannanagins and shit, it was ridiculous, but now, i dont really think shes really up to doing anything super crazy lately, so i have no idea what im gonna do!?!?! lmao. Theres a new teen club opening up on Greyson Highway and its going to be open on Fridays and Saturdays and it’s like fifteen dollars, the first twenty girls are FREE!!! Yep, thats right, this girl is camping out(; Immmm so excited!!! Thats something new that i can do. Hopefully its not like Wild Bills and theres a good amount of all kinds of music and not just grinding music. I dont really have a problem with grinding but sometmes i would like to just dance, But in order for me to do that…. i need good music, SOO IMMA PRAY THAT THE MUSIC WILL BE GOOD(: Im so excited for this one thing. I dont know what im going to do with myself, pee my pants or skirt maybe(; Anyways, yeah i really want to go somewhere and meet all new and different types of people, i feel like im trapped in this little place that i live in( its not even that little, but it feels like it) But, I lalalalalalalala LOVE YOU TUMBLR(:
Fuck the suburbs
Most people get married, get pregnant, and then move to the suburbs and buy a house for their child to grow up in. I was one of those children who has grown up in the suburbs and it was great when i was younger, don’t get me wrong. But, as i grow older (i am seventeen now) I cannot stand the suburbs!!! Everything is almost exactly the same. Most people live in the same kind of houses, it’s mostly about keeping up with the Jones’ and everyone is either unsatisfied or unhappy. Everyone goes to school, goes to football games, wears the exact same clothes from: Abercrombie, American Eagle, Hollister, Aeropostal, and etc. The girls are whores as well as the guys. Everyone is afraid to actually be themselves and some have been pertending to be other people or have been trying to fit in for so long that they don’t even know who they truely are. The dads are usually coaches, the moms either stay at home or are the soccer moms. It just drives me insane. I feel like a robot in this small place, like im trapped or something. I have a bunch of friends but theres only a few that i would actually like to have in my life when im older and out in the real world. There is just nothing to do in the suburbs. No crazy adventures or anything that doesn’t involve drugs, and if you wanna do fun stuff instead of sit around like most stoners your weird. Now, Atlanta for example has a bunch of different culture, theres always something new or fun to do, most people have there own since of style and beliefs, theres also a bunch of art. Now why did my parents want me to grow up in the suburbs when i could be around so many different types of culture and art. If you ask me, i will tell you that i have no fucking idea at all. But as far as im concerned, when i have a child, which will be in my thirties, they will grow up in a big city or a near a beach. Just somewhere thats the opposite of the suburbs. I want them to see different things everyday and i never would want them to feel like a robot in a society that is just plain bullshit. Ahh im so trapped i need to leave this place and meet new people, im so sick of everyone that has been surrounding me lately. I need to find new people to hang out with. Its gonna happen(: I love you Tumblr!!!!